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  Phoenix’s Heart

  By Khelsey Jackson

  Published by Hot Ink Press

  An Imprint of

  Crushing Hearts and Black Butterfly Publishing

  This Book is sold subject to the condition that it shall not, by way of trade or otherwise, be lent, re-sold, duplicated, hired out, or otherwise circulated without the publisher’s prior written consent in any form of binding or cover other than that in which it is published and without similar condition including this condition being imposed on the subsequent purchaser.

  ©Text Copyright 2013 Khelsey Jackson

  Cover By Jacksonhardy Designs

  All rights reserved

  This is a work of fiction. All characters and events portrayed in this novel are fictitious and are products of the author’s imagination and any resemblance to actual events, or locales or persons, living or dead are entirely coincidental.

  Thank you to everyone who supported me and told me to follow my dreams.

  Chapter One

  “You need to have fun!” Jennifer glared at her best friend Megan. She just caught her boyfriend of five years cheating on her and fun wasn’t something she had in mind. Jennifer had known for a while that something wasn’t right with her ex-boyfriend, but never thought he’d cheat on her.

  “Don’t you dare look at me that way!” Megan yelled at her as they walked through the club. Loud pulsing music felt like it was shaking her to her bones. Jennifer looked around and flashes of colored lights lit up people's faces as they passed by. Jennifer never understood why people came here to find love. Hook ups? Yes.

  “Why are we here?” Jennifer leaned into her best friend and asked. Megan was beautiful with her waist long blond hair, and bright blue eyes. As a model she was every man’s wet dream, now she was a successful attorney.

  “Sweetie, you need to get laid! You have been holding onto that V-card for far too long.” Jennifer rolled her eyes; she never had sex. Jennifer wanted to wait until she was in love and knew she was going to be with that person forever. She hadn’t found her Mr. Perfect yet.

  Jennifer looked around the club and knew she wouldn’t find the man she was looking for. “And you think I will find him here?” Some of the handsome men were wearing suits, but the majority of them were wearing jeans and shirts.

  “Hello ladies.” Jen turned to look at the man that was standing close to Meg. “Would you like to dance, gorgeous?” Meg giggled, she loved men and men loved her.

  “Jenny?” She nodded in understanding as the guy guided her to the dance floor. Jennifer shook her head and walked to the bar. She was going to need something strong to drink to get through the night. She knew she didn’t look bad but compared to Meg she was a fly on the wall. Jen had jet black hair, which cascaded down her slender back, and her eyes were bright green with a darker green speckled in both of her eyes. She was just above five feet tall with curves to die for, but there was something extra special about Meg.

  The bartender came over to her. “What can I get for you?”

  “Tokyo Tea.” He nodded, turned and started on her drink.

  “That is a pretty strong drink.” She looked to her right, and there was a man in a flashy name brand suit sitting next to her. He was breathtaking. His dark hair fell to the middle of his strong neck. She couldn’t see what color his eyes were, but she had a feeling they were dark like his hair.

  From what she could see he was well built. “It is the only thing I know I like.” He smiled and looked down at his drink. When he turned his gaze back to her, he was smiling. She wished she could see the color of his eyes. He moved closer to her and she held her breath.

  “Let me get you a screaming orgasm.” Jennifer held her breath as he whispered into her ear. She started to tingle from head to toe and then back to her core. This man was sex in a suit. She watched the bartender as he sat her drink down and Mr. Gorgeous moved away from her. “Kevin, two screaming orgasms.” His rich, deep southern voice had her imagining the two of them naked.

  The bartender came back and sat down two shot glasses. He raised his glass and drank it like it was nothing. Slowly she brought her clear shot glass to her mouth and put it to her lips. She was surprised it was really good. He stood up and held out his hand for her. She noticed a silver Rolex on his wrist when he did. Slowly she placed her hand in his and he helped her from her bar stool. Jennifer and Mr. Gorgeous walked over to a table and sat down. He sat next to her and put an arm around her shoulders.

  “I’m Phoenix, and you are?” She stared at him and was mesmerized by his voice; she felt a supernatural pull to him.

  “Jennifer.” He grinned at her.

  “So Jennifer, what are you doing here?” She wished she could see him in clearer light.

  “I am newly single,” she said and smiled. Phoenix moved closer to her.

  “Oh Jennifer, you didn’t answer my question.” His lips were next to her ear and a shudder ran down her body. Just this man’s voice could make her think dirty thoughts.

  “I want to forget about what happened. I want to feel something that's real.” He slowly moved away from her. His dark eyes stared into hers. She knew what he must have been thinking and she thought he would make it worth her while.

  “Oh Jen, what is it you want to feel?”

  “You,” she said quietly and his eyes burned into her.

  He got up and walked over to the bar. Great, she knew how to mess things up. She had never been good at saying what she wanted. Jennifer glanced towards the dance floor looking for Megan and she could see her blonde friend dancing with two men now. Jennifer wished she had that much confidence in herself.

  She was about to walk to her best friend when someone grabbed her waist, pulling her against their warm strong body. “Where are you going?” Phoenix’s sexy southern voice vibrated in her ear, as his strong body was being pressed against her body.

  “I thought you left.” She could feel his hot breath on her neck.

  “Darling, I want to leave with you.” She felt her heart jump when he called her darling. “If that is what you still want.” He sucked her earlobe into his scorching hot mouth and then slightly licked his way down her neck; she moaned in response.

  “Yes.” She knew she shouldn’t, that she had too much to drink. But she was tired of being the good girl. She was going to do this for her, and she could tell by his thick erection that he pressed against her ass that he wanted her too. Phoenix turned her around; he took her hand in his and started walking towards the back of the club. “Wait, I came here with a friend. I need to tell her or she is going to freak.” She glanced towards the dance floor looking for Megan, but she couldn’t find her.

  He continued walking and turned his head to the side to talk. “Leave a message with the bouncer. Or text her in the car.” They walked outside the club doors and got inside of a black SUV waiting at the curb. He opened the door for her; she didn’t think twice about getting in with him. She stared as Phoenix got in the SUV; he was gorgeous. His lips were full and she wanted them all over her body; his chocolate brown hair was wavy and brushed the tops of his large broad shoulders.

  Jennifer fumbled for her phone until he turned on the light, she smiled up at him thanking him and he nodded his head.

  Going home with someone, don’t wait up for me!

  She put her phone back in her purse and turned her attention back to the mysterious man. Jen could now see his eyes and gasped as she noticed they were the darkest navy blue with a light ring around the pupil. He snaked his arm around her waist to bring her closer. Phoenix’s soft warm lips crashed down onto hers, and she moaned into his mouth. The moan made him deepen the kiss. Her ex of five years never made her feel like that. He placed his hands on her ass and gent
ly lifted her onto his lap. She could feel his hard cock under his expensive pants. She felt his hands on her ass as he lifted her up onto his lap and his fingers gently massaged her. She was thankful that she was wearing a short skirt because the feel of his fingers on her bare ass felt amazing. He pulled his warm lips away from hers and moved to her neck. Jennifer whimpered when his warm lips found her ear lobe as he gently nibbled.

  The car came to a stop and he took her face into his strong hands. “We need to get inside, now, or I will fuck you in the car, with my driver watching.” She gasped; no one had ever spoken to her like that. He reached around her for the door handle and she thought he was going to put her down, but he didn’t. Jennifer crossed her ankles above his butt and he had one hand under her ass and the other hand on her back holding her to him. She giggled, kissed his neck and bit down a little and sucked. That made him groan, and she did it again but a little hard. “Shit, if you keep doing that I will fuck you against the front door.”

  She loved that she had the power to affect him so much. Jennifer heard him open and shut the door as he kissed her.

  His scorching tongue plunged into her open and waiting mouth. He tasted sweet from the screaming orgasm and there was a hint of something else, but she couldn’t place her finger on the taste. He squeezed her ass one more time as he unwound her legs from around his waist and lightly placed her on her feet.

  “I think we would move faster if you and I walk separately. I can’t keep my hands and lips off of you.” Jennifer quickly glanced around and rich reds filled her eyes but she didn’t want to stare at her surroundings. She wanted the man in front of her. She ran up the stairs and heard his heavy footsteps behind her. “The door at the end of the hallway.” They rushed and he scooped her up. His door was already open and he turned on the light. Deep purple walls and thick plush white carpet filled her vision. A giant bed sat in the middle of the room with the same deep purple of the walls.

  Jennifer wondered if she should tell Phoenix that she had never had sex, but had a feeling it would kill this mood. He sat her down on the plushy bed and smiled at her, it nearly stopped her heart. “You’re so beautiful,” she said and immediately bit her lip.

  Phoenix chuckled. “I believe that is my line.” He kissed her again and she lost her train of thought. She could feel him nudging her towards the huge bed she glanced at. His large hands went to her back and under her shirt, touching her bare skin. He swiftly took off her shirt and dropped to his knees in front of her.

  Jennifer never liked when her ex would touch her belly. He would always say she needed to lose weight. She tried to push his head away and he looked up. “Please kiss me.” She almost didn’t recognize her own voice.

  He shook his head no and softly kissed her belly. He moved his hands to the top of her skirt and found her zipper on the right side. He slowly unzipped her skirt and gently pulled it down. “You are stunning,” he said in a low and now deeper voice. He slid his large fingers under her panties and pulled them down, slowly, inch by treacherous inch. Her first instinct was to cover her lower half up, but he grabbed her hands and shook his head. “No, I do love this view.”

  He let her hands go and winked at her. Phoenix brought one of his fingers to her clit and gently rubbed along the slit. She moaned loudly and said, “Oh my God.” He blew against her, and she felt like she might fall. He wrapped his arms around her waist and lifted her, then pushed his lips to hers.

  He tossed her on the soft bed and his scorching mouth conquered hers. Removing his mouth from hers left her feeling lost, empty, and on fire; she whimpered for more of his sensual mouth. He lightly sucked the ball of her clit into his mouth and gently nibbled it. Jennifer could feel a new sensation building inside her, and she gasped when he sucked on her. “I want you to come in my mouth.” She nearly did with just those words.

  She wasn’t new when it came to oral sex. This was all she had done and she had only done it with one man. He wasn’t a fan of returning the favor, and she had been the only person to give herself an orgasm. He moved his tongue inside of her and she cried out with her orgasm. “That’s it, give it all to me.” She could feel her body tingling and convulsing in pleasure.

  She screamed when he returned his hot mouth to her clit; she felt herself building for another orgasm, and before she could think, she exploded. He moved his mouth away from her and brought his face to hers; she could see her orgasm on his lips and chin. Jennifer didn’t have the energy to move so he slowly brought his wet lips to hers.

  She tasted herself on him and groaned, which made him deepen the kiss. Jennifer’s hands found his hair and latched on to hold him in place. He nibbled on her bottom lip and she could feel his smile form against her lips.

  “I will be right back.” He kissed her nose; she covered her mouth with her hand. Jennifer’s lips burned from his kisses but she wanted more. She gently touched her fingertips to her tingling lips; she had never been kissed like that. It didn’t take him long to come back and when he did he was completely naked; her mouth went dry in anticipation. His body was perfection. He had well defined muscles and her eyes went to the perfect V that only men had. She had an urge to lick every inch of his flawless body. She moved her eyes farther down and gulped, he was huge. Jennifer had seen big dicks on pornos, but he put them all to shame. He was long and very thick.

  She wondered if she should now tell him that she had never been with a man before. That the farthest she had gone was just a blowjob. She didn’t even think she could give him one, not after seeing how huge he was. “Phoenix.” Jennifer whispered and he smiled down at her.

  “Don’t worry, I will fit.” He had a condom in his hand. He quickly tore it open and slid it on himself. She lay back down and he got on top of her. “I’ll go slowly.” He took her left breast into his blazing mouth and she arched up to meet him. Jennifer could feel the tip of his cock against her clit sliding against her and when his cock passed her opening she wanted to push down on to him. He must have known what she wanted because he smiled.

  He moved to Jennifer’s other breast and she didn’t think she could take much more. Megan told her that the first time hurts like hell. He bit on her nipple and she screamed with pleasure. “Please, Phoenix.” She pleaded with him and rubbed herself against the head of his massive cock.

  He smiled again and started to kiss up her body. When he reached her neck he nibbled lightly and she sucked in a deep intake of breath. He made it to her lips, but didn’t kiss her. Jennifer looked up into his midnight blue eyes and smiled. She had never thought a man this gorgeous would want to be with her.

  Phoenix slowly started to push himself inside of her and she gasped. He was stretching her and it was a new feeling. Not quite pain or pleasure, but a mix of both. He pushed a little more and she gasped. His eyes widened. “Shit! You’re a virgin!” his eyes seem darker. She now knew that she should have told him. She nodded, and he swore again. He kept himself still. “Do you want to stop?” His voice sounded like he was in pain.

  She didn’t want to, and hoped he wouldn’t. “No, please don’t stop.”

  He nodded and started pushing into her again. “Keep your eyes on mine.” His voice sounded deeper. He pushed a little in and brought himself out; he repeated this and moved a little more inside her. “You are so fucking tight.” He pushed the rest of himself inside her. “Are you okay?”

  Jennifer smiled at her new lover. “I am more than fine.” She watched a smile tug at the corner of his lips.

  “Okay darling, I’m going to start moving. I’ll start slow.” He bent his head to kiss her. When his lips touched hers she felt the same tingling sensation going through her body, she wrapped her arms around his neck and brought her legs around his back. She locked her ankles and he groaned. “Darling, I’m not going to be able to go slow like this for long.” She could see how hard he was holding on to his control. She let herself feel, and didn’t feel pain anymore only the pleasure.

  “Phoenix I need more,”
she said and smiled up at him.

  “Yes ma’am,” he said with his sexy southern voice, and put his hands under her ass to lift her. He started moving rapidly in and out of her. Jennifer thought it would be unbearable, but it wasn’t. It was starting to feel amazing and he was hitting the right spot. She closed her eyes. “Look at me.” Slowly she opened her eyes and he grinned. “Your eyes have gotten darker, they look like emeralds.”

  Phoenix started to move faster and she felt herself growing tighter around his hard cock; he pushed himself harder into her and she screamed out his name with her orgasm and he quickly followed. His lips crashed down onto hers and she smiled into his kiss.

  “I’ll be right back darling.” Slowly he pulled out and she moaned in pleasure. “I’m not done with you yet.” He chuckled; she turned her head to the side and watched his great ass leave. She couldn’t believe that he wanted to go again! She smiled to herself thinking about what just happened. A few minutes later Phoenix walked back in with a washcloth.

  “I’m going to clean you off.” He gently placed the warm cloth on her and she gasped in pain. “Did I hurt you?”

  She shook her head. “No, I'm just kind of sore.” He grinned down at her, and he looked beautiful. He reminded her of those old statues of Greek Gods.

  He tossed the washcloth on the floor. “Why didn’t you tell me you were a virgin?”

  She looked down and saw her naked chest. “That isn’t something I want to brag about.”

  He lifted her head, but she kept her eyes down. “Look at me.” She gradually brought her eyes up and met his striking dark blue eyes. “I would have planned to make love to you, not fuck you.”

  Jennifer’s phone rang and she jumped up. That was Megan’s ringtone. She spotted her purse by the door. She stumbled before reaching it. “Meg?”